Farewell to the Endless Scroll: Why I'm Glad I Ditched My X Account
For me, joining X – or rather Twitter – in 2007 was a moment of curiosity. After reading an article about the five next big websites, it seemed like the most interesting platform at the time. Fast forward to today, and I've come to realize that the constant stream of tweets can be overwhelming. The platform's addictive nature had taken hold, with me mindlessly scrolling through my feed in search of that elusive dopamine fix.
As I curated my following list over the years, I found it became an invaluable tool. I used it to share interesting policy blogs or academic articles at work, which helped boost my career. It also served as a way to stay up-to-date on football scores and train delays – skills that were supposedly essential for productivity. However, beneath this facade of usefulness lay a more sinister reality.
The platform had become a breeding ground for abuse, with Grok's recent enabling of misogynistic content being just one example. This realization came at a cost – I'd been caught up in the vortex of dopamine-chasing doom-scrolling for years, and my relationships began to suffer as a result. My partner had long expressed concern about the impact X was having on me, but I found it hard to listen.
The day I deactivated my account felt like a moment of clarity. The anxiety that came with it was palpable – would I feel better without the constant stream of tweets? Would it be too difficult to navigate social situations without the crutch of X?
As it turned out, the answer was yes. With the platform gone, I've come to realize how little I truly missed it. The sense of unease that had settled in after deactivation has long since dissipated, replaced by a strange feeling of liberation.
In many ways, this experience serves as a cautionary tale about the dangers of unchecked social media use. While platforms like X can be useful tools for staying connected with others, they must also be used responsibly. The cost of our addiction to these platforms is often higher than we realize – and sometimes, it's not until we let go that we truly understand what we've been missing out on.
For me, joining X – or rather Twitter – in 2007 was a moment of curiosity. After reading an article about the five next big websites, it seemed like the most interesting platform at the time. Fast forward to today, and I've come to realize that the constant stream of tweets can be overwhelming. The platform's addictive nature had taken hold, with me mindlessly scrolling through my feed in search of that elusive dopamine fix.
As I curated my following list over the years, I found it became an invaluable tool. I used it to share interesting policy blogs or academic articles at work, which helped boost my career. It also served as a way to stay up-to-date on football scores and train delays – skills that were supposedly essential for productivity. However, beneath this facade of usefulness lay a more sinister reality.
The platform had become a breeding ground for abuse, with Grok's recent enabling of misogynistic content being just one example. This realization came at a cost – I'd been caught up in the vortex of dopamine-chasing doom-scrolling for years, and my relationships began to suffer as a result. My partner had long expressed concern about the impact X was having on me, but I found it hard to listen.
The day I deactivated my account felt like a moment of clarity. The anxiety that came with it was palpable – would I feel better without the constant stream of tweets? Would it be too difficult to navigate social situations without the crutch of X?
As it turned out, the answer was yes. With the platform gone, I've come to realize how little I truly missed it. The sense of unease that had settled in after deactivation has long since dissipated, replaced by a strange feeling of liberation.
In many ways, this experience serves as a cautionary tale about the dangers of unchecked social media use. While platforms like X can be useful tools for staying connected with others, they must also be used responsibly. The cost of our addiction to these platforms is often higher than we realize – and sometimes, it's not until we let go that we truly understand what we've been missing out on.