i totally get where this girl is coming from, lockdown was like a punch to the gut for so many ppl who had their whole lives structured around work & passion. i mean, i was stuck at home with my own demons too
, anxiety & depression are no joke. it's crazy how just 'cause our routine is taken away, we think we can just take a deep breath & be fine... newsflash: you can't
. for her, football was like an identity thing - she didn't know who she was without it. and that feeling of uncertainty is super scary
. but at the same time, i think lockdown also brought out this part of us that we neglect in our daily lives... self-care & vulnerability
. anyway, her story just breaks my heart because i see so much of myself in it
. hope she's doing alright now
we've all been feeling lost and disconnected during these times. I think it's so brave of her to share her struggles with depression and anxiety, it takes a lot of courage to be vulnerable like that 
. And honestly, I think it's amazing how she was able to heal by stopping fighting and being more open about her feelings 
. It just goes to show that seeking help is not something to be ashamed of, but rather a sign of strength 
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. IT'S LIKE WE NEED TO START TALKING MORE ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH AND SUPPORT SYSTEMS IN PLACE 
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