‘Scary, cold, hungry and lonely’: Volunteer soldier shares experience on front line | CNN

"A Desperate Cry from the Front Lines: The Harrowing Truth of War"

The horrors of war are a tale often told by veterans, but rarely heard by civilians - those who sign up to fight at the drop of a hat. For 20-year-old Akula, the initial rush of patriotism gave way to unimaginable fear, cold, hunger, and loneliness as he faced the harsh realities of combat.

Akula joined the war effort in Ukraine just days after the Russian invasion began, eager to serve his country. But what followed was a harrowing experience that would leave him grappling with PTSD long after the fighting had ended. Speaking candidly to CNN about his time on the front lines, Akula shared his heart-wrenching story of trauma and struggle.

"I was scared, cold, hungry, and lonely," he recounted, his voice shaking as he recounted the most traumatic moments of his experience. "There were days when I couldn't even hold a knife or a gun in my hand. The sounds of gunfire and screams still echo in my head."

Akula's story is all too familiar - one that highlights the human cost of war and the long-term effects on mental health. As a volunteer soldier, he signed up to serve, but what he encountered was far from the heroic tale of bravery often depicted in media.

"I couldn't sleep at night, and when I did, I would wake up with nightmares," Akula said, his eyes welling up with tears as he spoke of the psychological toll. "It's like my mind is forever stuck in this nightmare."

His experiences on the front lines are a stark reminder that war is not just a matter of national interest or ideological fervor - it has a profound impact on individuals who put themselves in harm's way every day.

"It's hard to describe what it feels like, but if you could see the people around me, dead and dying, I would show you," Akula said, his voice cracking as he struggled to convey the trauma he witnessed. "But even now, I still can't escape the memories."

Akula's story is a powerful testament to the devastating effects of war on young lives - those who sign up to fight, thinking they are doing their duty for their country, but ultimately find themselves fighting for survival. His bravery in sharing his harrowing tale serves as a reminder that the true heroes of this conflict are not just the soldiers on the front lines, but also those struggling to cope with the trauma that follows.
 
man i'm still trying to process this 🤕 it's like, we all know war is brutal and stuff, but hearing someone share their personal experience is a whole different story 😔 akula's story is like, so haunting... he goes in thinking he's doing his country a solid, but really he's just fighting for survival 🙅‍♂️ it's crazy how something as patriotic as serving your country can turn into this nightmare scenario 💀 i feel bad for him, honestly. the fact that he's still dealing with ptsd and nightmares all these years later is just...wow 😩 we need more people like akula sharing their stories so we can understand the true cost of war 🤝
 
🤕 20 yr olds joining war at the drop of a hat? what's next, kids doing it for a sweet new iPhone 📱? all jokes aside tho, its crazy how much they gotta deal w/ PTSD & mental health after fightin 4 ur country 🤦‍♂️. i mean i feel bad 4 akula & others but like, what r we even doin w/ the way ppl are puttin each other through hell? 💔
 
🤕 The thought of these young folks like Akula, signing up to fight and then dealing with PTSD is literally heartbreaking 💔. I mean, can you imagine being in a situation where you're scared, cold, hungry, and lonely all at once? 🥶 It's like, what were they thinking when they signed up for this?! 😕 But honestly, we gotta acknowledge that war is NOT just about bravery or patriotism - it's about the human cost 💔. These soldiers are putting themselves through hell and coming out with mental health issues... it's wild 🤯. I think we need to start talking more about this stuff so people understand what's really going on behind the scenes 💬.
 
War is super harsh on ppl's minds & bodies 🤕🌪️ #TraumaSurvivor #WarEffects On Akula's story, I feel like ppl should really know about PTSD & its long-term effects 🤯 It's not just about patriotism or bravery, it's about the human cost of war 💔 We need to raise awareness about mental health & support our soldiers in every way possible 💪🏽 #MentalHealthMatters
 
🙏 Man, 20 years old and he's already gone through so much 🤕 I'm reading about this kid Akula who joined the war effort in Ukraine and it's like... what was he thinking? 😩 I know some people join up for all sorts of reasons, but this guy just wanted to serve his country and end up dealing with PTSD and nightmares 💔 It's not like he was even 18 yet! 🤯 And the worst part is, the sounds of gunfire and screams still haunt him to this day 🗣️ It's like, what can you even say? War is just so brutal and it affects people in ways we can't even begin to understand 💔 These soldiers are true heroes for speaking out about their experiences, though - they're helping us remember that war isn't just some Hollywood blockbuster, but real-life struggles for survival 🤝
 
🌟 the way we perceive war is so distorted 🤯 it's always the brave soldier who comes back home a hero, but what about those who didn't make it out? what about those who are still fighting and struggling with PTSD? 🤕 akula's story is heartbreaking, and i think it highlights how we need to rethink our perspective on war 🙏 as a society, we're always talking about the importance of patriotism and serving one's country, but what about the human cost? 💔 what about the lives that are lost, the families torn apart, and the mental health struggles that follow? 🤝 it's not just about winning or losing; it's about the people who are caught in the middle and struggling to survive. we need more stories like akula's to bring awareness to this issue 📰 and to remind us that war is not just a matter of national interest, but also a deeply personal struggle for those who experience it firsthand 💔
 
man, can't even imagine putting yourself through that kinda thing 🤯. it's so easy to get caught up in the patriotism and nationalism, but at the end of the day, it's just human beings on both sides, right? 😔 i mean, akula was trying to do his part for his country, but what he got was PTSD and nightmares that linger long after the fighting stopped 🌃. it's like, we're always talking about the veterans and their sacrifices, but what about those who are still trying to pick up the pieces of their lives? 💔 my heart goes out to akula and all the other soldiers who have been through this... it's a harsh reminder that war isn't just about winning or losing, it's about the human cost 🌎
 
you know, it's crazy how things have changed since i was a kid watching war movies like 'platoon' and 'full metal jacket'. back then, we thought the horrors of war were something from another world, not our own backyard. now, these young folks are signing up to fight and coming back with PTSD like it's nothing 🤕. akula's story is so sad because he's just a kid who wanted to do his part for his country, but ended up facing unimaginable fear and trauma. i wish we could have more conversations like this about the mental health of soldiers, instead of just glossing over it with patriotic buzzwords 💔.
 
😔 War is brutal and it's not just about winning or losing, it's about the people who get caught in the middle 🤕. I can only imagine how hard it must be for someone like Akula to relive those moments over and over again. PTSD is no joke, it's a harsh reality that affects people long after they've left the battlefield 🤯. We should be grateful for soldiers like Akula who are willing to put themselves in harm's way for their country, but we also need to support them when they come back home 💕.
 
Wow 🤯 this guy is so lucky he made it out alive and still speaking about what happened to him... I mean PTSD is no joke for anyone but hearing stories like Akula's makes you really appreciate how brave he was in the first place 💪 interesting how some people think war is all about patriotism, but they don't realize there's a whole other side of emotions like fear, hunger and loneliness involved 🤕
 
🤕 just read about this guy Akula who fought in Ukraine and it's so sad 💔 he was all excited to serve his country at first but then had PTSD and nightmares 🌃 and couldn't even sleep at night 😴 it's like our media always shows the brave soldiers but what about the ones who come back with trauma 🤷‍♂️ it's time we acknowledge that war has a huge impact on people's mental health 🏥 [click here to watch his story on CNN](https://www.cnn.com/videos/breaking-news/2025/02/15/ukraine-war-civilian-soldier-ptsd-intl.cnn) 👉
 
I'm so bummed about Akula's story 🤕. I mean, I know we gotta be grateful for our brave soldiers and all, but honestly, it's kinda messed up how they're just expected to handle this stuff without any proper support 🙅‍♂️. Like, PTSD is no joke, you know? It's not just some mental health issue that can be fixed with a few therapy sessions or a magic pill 💊. The sounds of gunfire and screams still echoing in his head? That's trauma, dude 😩.

And what really gets me is how we glorify war in the media 📰. We always see these heroic stories about soldiers who risk their lives to save others, but nobody talks about the long-term effects on their mental health 💔. Akula's story is a harsh reminder that war isn't just about patriotism or duty; it's about human beings being hurt and struggling to cope 😢.

We need to do better, man 🤝. We need to support our soldiers and give them the resources they need to deal with PTSD, not just push them back into combat like they're some kind of superheroes 💪. It's time we start having a real conversation about the human cost of war 👥.
 
he's so brave to share all this 🙏... i mean, can u imagine being in akula's shoes? it's like he's stuck in a never-ending nightmare 😩 and i think we should really be supporting our soldiers more - not just when they come back but even on the front lines 💕. it's so important to remember that war isn't just about winning or losing, it's about people's lives 🤯
 
I'm really moved by Akula's story 🤕. I can imagine how tough it must be for him to go through that experience and still share it with us today. It makes me realize just how harsh war is on people, especially young soldiers who think they're doing the right thing 💔. The sounds of gunfire and screams haunting his head is crazy - no wonder he couldn't sleep or hold a knife anymore 😩. I don't know if I could do what he did, it's just so...humanizing to hear that it had such a profound impact on him 🤯.
 
😔 I can only imagine how hard it must be for Akula to relive those terrifying moments and still struggle with PTSD 2 years later 🤕. It's heartbreaking to see someone so young being forced into a situation that would break anyone, but especially not someone who just wants to serve their country 🤞. The fact that he had to witness people dying around him and couldn't even sleep at night because of the nightmares is just devastating 💔. We need more stories like Akula's to raise awareness about the true cost of war and the importance of supporting our soldiers' mental health after they return home 💕.
 
"It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." - Alfred Lord Tennyson 💔🌹 War is a harsh reality that affects so many lives, even those who don't directly experience it. It's heartbreaking to hear Akula's story, a reminder of the true cost of conflict on mental health & young lives. 💕
 
I'm really worried about the lack of mental health support for veterans like Akula 🤕. It's crazy that he's still dealing with PTSD 5 years after leaving the war zone. I mean, can you imagine having to relive those traumatic experiences every night? 😩 We need more resources and counseling services to help these guys heal and adjust back to civilian life. It's not just about patriotism or serving their country, it's about protecting their mental health too 💔. The government needs to step up and provide better support for our veterans, period 🙌.
 
🤯 I'm like, totally surprised Akula's story is being shared now? He joined the war effort just days after Russia invaded Ukraine... shouldn't he've been debriefed by now? 🙄 It's crazy how long it takes for these stories to get out. Honestly, though, his experience is super valid and we need more voices like this. I mean, people often talk about PTSD in a major way but rarely share the actual struggles of dealing with it on a daily basis. The sounds of gunfire still echo in his head... that's some serious stuff.
 
ugh i cant even imagine being in akulas shoes 🤯 he joined the war effort thinking he was doing the right thing for his country, but what really happened is so much worse than anyone could ever imagine 😩 it's like our schools dont teach us about the real effects of war on mental health... we just hear about bravery and heroism, but nobody talks about the PTSD and trauma that comes after 🤕 i wish more people would share their stories like akula did, maybe then we can finally understand the true cost of war 💔
 
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